Alright since i can't seem to fall asleep, shall update my blog a little :) Poly life started and new friends were made but not everything is as smooth as it sounds. My messed up character (Short-temper) already made me get into an arguement with my classmates twice in the first semester... I just hate how short-tempered i can be, especially when i'm hungry... Its currently the 7 week long holiday for i think most poly students but we have to get through the exams to make sure we're able to advance smoothly into the 2nd semester and not have to repeat any modules *Crosses fingers* My mum recently asked me why Kerry didn't come over to game or whatever for so long hahah ! Well, what to do ? His poly isn't even on this side of the island. It's on the other side and besides nobody is as free as me now is there ? Well on the other hand, every night it has been almost the same thing over and over again. Only when i had a LoL session with Afiq, Uzair and Haikal then i wouldn't feel down, lonely, apologetic. I know it has been like what ? Almost 3 years, but damn I can't seem to give up and move on now can i ? Some of my friends say that i'm so faithful that it makes me a complete fool, an idiot. I wanna stop feeling like this and move on but i just can't because whenever i think about moving on, that image of someone else standing by your side and you're all smiles just stabs and kills me every few seconds. It just hurts. God, how stupid and retarded can i be ? Well, what the heck. This was supposed to be a post with something new but not filled with sad, emotional stuff again.. Anyways, hope i will have the time and mood to post again :) Peace readers