I wonder... how are you doing ?

I can give what is wanted, not just those that can be bought with money but those that can't be bought with money as well. All that i ask in return is to be able to have the chance to do all that. Just a chance, nothig else

Immediately, i didnt know whether to reply or not because when i asked a similar question, i didnt get an answer. As days went by, i feel more and more like an idiot for not replying immediately. Now if i were to reply, it would be kinda... yea. Feeling its pointless to reply as more days went by. Frustrations frustrations day and night, everyday.

喜欢还是喜欢但是有用吗? 这样下去会有不一样的结果吗? 把我自己弄到那么伤心。没人管了但就是自己的问题。

She just can't forget it and move on~~~

That feeling is still strong enough to make me cry every night.

Alright. I've made up my mind. Now... how should i put it ? "Won't be trying to waste other's time to get a reply for myself anymore" sounds kinda good. Past 5years, i've always been trying to get my friends to talk to me by constantly talking to them. Looking back, as usual its a freaking desperate action to not feel lonely like at home. Thats why i have decided, if they wanna talk to me, they start they conversation with me. That way i know i won't be an annoyance to them. How i feel doesn't matter to anyone anyway, anyhow. So... yea. Fuck trying

Have been thinking for the past 2 months. Thinking, considering, swaying, self deceiving.