Crying whenever im alone, thinking of how much things have changed because of my stupid heart that fell and my fingers that sent what was sent. I'll bet tears from my eyes so far, if collected, could literally form a mini river under my bed. Now i can't really text 'cos of my right shoulder. Its even affecting me picking up stuff.. hope the tumor-like lump shown in the XRay isn't cancer.. but even if it is, i might as well be dead anyway. Good for you, good for everyone. I'm always an eye sore, an extra, a calefare, gate crasher, unwanted company to all my "friends". When theu have no one to talk to, feeling bored, THEN they'll turn to me for "help". I really am tired of my life now... nothing to look forward to like during Secondary school days where going to school is a joy because i get to see my 12yr friend Enver and... stupidly, looking forward to see you. Now, i have to just leave it up to fate. Will we end up at the same place ? Or would i be successful in going there and leaving here while you are successful in leaving there and coming here ? :\ I really wonder just when can i really give up hope and move on seriously. I really wonder. *Huge Sigh* Alright, gotta head to bed now, have to report for work by 9am tomorrow and last till 3pm,before knocking off and head to NUH for a further examination on my right shoulder.