You guys keep telling me to take the initiative to text and start a conversation with her first 'cos im the guy but you guys dont know the kinds of reply i get back in response. It shows that the other party CLEARLY doesn't wanna talk to me, not at a that time and prolly not ever. Now why should i continue to be a pest, a constant irritatant if i already knew all that ? No reason right ?! So there you have it. STOP asking me to start the conversation if you're not me and you don't see things from MY point of view thank you very much. P.S Im trying really hard to kill my feelings for her so STOP reminding me. I just want us to be friends OKAY ?! I know you guys are just being helpful and stuff, thankd but no thanks. We're awkward enough when we're at the same place already, don't make it worse :] I thank you once again.