Ohmygod. Prom night and i didn't take pictures with you -.- Feeling so suckish and regretful now. Only took a total of like 5 photos with the others which is like whatthehell ? Arggh damn it lah. Why didn't i have the courage to ask you OR ANYONE else to take a picture sia ?! Damn it Damn it Damn IT !

You guys keep telling me to take the initiative to text and start a conversation with her first 'cos im the guy but you guys dont know the kinds of reply i get back in response. It shows that the other party CLEARLY doesn't wanna talk to me, not at a that time and prolly not ever. Now why should i continue to be a pest, a constant irritatant if i already knew all that ? No reason right ?! So there you have it. STOP asking me to start the conversation if you're not me and you don't see things from MY point of view thank you very much. P.S Im trying really hard to kill my feelings for her so STOP reminding me. I just want us to be friends OKAY ?! I know you guys are just being helpful and stuff, thankd but no thanks. We're awkward enough when we're at the same place already, don't make it worse :] I thank you once again.

Arggghhh... I really miss you. Miss talking to you without thinking very hard about what to say to keep the conversation going. It seems like we can't even be normal friends :( Damn i really need some reassurance.

If you're making yourself miserable and stuff just because of avoiding me then don't. I believe i'm not worth that much of a trouble. Still resisting the urge to send another text out. Its so tough. Don't send might seem like i don't care anymore but if i send i'm just being too clingy. Pfft damn it. Posting all these types of things here 'cos i can't do it on Twitter. Nobody i know reads my blog anyway so its fine.. i guess. Just wanna say, IMissYou.. Even though its been like only 5days for you. Probably you don't care anyway hahahahahah. Just gotta let everything out once in a while and this is the place.

Its hard to even care as a friend now without getting pushed away.

One by one, friends are all changing number. To make things worse, they're not telling me :( Makes me feel like a pest in their lives that they wanna get rid of. Hmmmmm... :\ Just let me say this, if im really such a pest, tell me directly :) Don't need to go to the extent of not letting me know you've changed your number because that way, at least i know we are still friends and our friendship haven't reached the state of not being able to be recovered or patched. In short, just let me know alright ? :\