Sept. holidays..
Was super busy :X Either lesson
or not then CCA.. i prefer going for
4hours of maths than go for CCA
man seriously !
Near the end of hols, things started
to change.. i don't know why.
Is it something i did, i didn't do..
or did something happened ? Really confused
Something hurt inside me when i saw what
i hated to see :/
I'm lost now...
Just putting up a smile for everyone around
me so that i won't get any "Eh you okay anot ?"
or "Don't emo leh ~"
Ytd went down to meet Xav and chitat..
then kerry enver came.. slacked downstairs
for awhile. Longbang chitat on bike then suddenly
we 2 fall.. i kena sandwhiched in the middle.
between my bike and chitat LOL.. but didn't really hurt
cos my mind was somewhere else instead .. brought chitat
up to my hse wash his wounds and stuff..
then we went back down void deck meet
the rest. playing candlesand sparklers.
sudden rain ...
they then called ppl come down but in the end only
shervel came LOL.. slack again :3
played truth or dare till almost 10 jiu went home..



Sometimes i just
don't see the effort.. Guess i'm just not him ?
I'll continue to put in the effort i guess.. since
i'm always a sucker when it comes to friendship
and love :/